Infatuation

It's better to have loved & lost than to never love at all.

Everything seems to be advancing too quickly cos of me. Can nvr be myself when it comes to the one I feel for. Was seeking for the reason & realised it. It's actually a simple logic.

All along, after my heart touched you.. I'm acting only under the will of it; my brains possess no volitions anymore. No wonder even when I think the acts aint appropraite to me, I still do it. Is this bad?